KUNDALINI - (Sanskrit kund, "to
burn"; kunda, "to coil or to spiral") a concentrated field of
intelligent, cosmic invisible energy absolutely vital to life; beginning in the
base of the spine when a man or woman begins to evolve as wisdom is earned. Kundalini has been described as liquid fire and
liquid light. The ultimate outcome of kundalini is the union of Will
(sakti-kundalini), Knowledge (prana-kundalini) and Action (para-kundalini).
I have worked out a preliminary protocol to support
the fire of kundalini without getting fried and to prevent
the years of depression-like fallout that often happens after an
awakening. As the science of kundalini progresses such a protocol for
adaptation or higher homeostasis will be refined and expanded. Till
then, please be aware dear reader that this is an experimental book,
the research that will give us the definitive answers to this mystery
has yet to be done. In the past we have had no scientific understanding
as to what was actually happening to us during kundalini. Now in with
modern science we can begin to understand what is really going on.
Whether it be from a spontaneous awakening, the result of spiritual practice (sadhana) or through Shaktipat
from a Guru, metamorphosis tends to be such an overwhelming cataclysmic
process that the more knowledge and tools for the road we have the
better. What we really need to do if we are going to submit to our own
evolution, is to strengthen ourselves to be able to endure the
all-consuming flame of spirit. My aim in writing this book is to help
others to support their chemistry so an awakening can be sustained
rather than go wildly up and down. For in my experience after a full-on
six month kundalini peak it takes about five years to recover.
One can see in each of us going through this phenomena, that it is
transpersonal, archetypal and trans-anthropomorphic. Though in its
insidious omnipresence it is intensely personal and specific,
especially crafted to our own unique needs and condition. Kundalini
works with whatever we have built ourselves to be. Whatever our
encrustations and blocks, the fire in perfect equanimity uses
everything good and bad to fuel the flame of consciousness.
My story starts in rural New Zealand at the age of 16, when inflamed with the heat of Eros and the Muse, I drew pictures of this curiously beautiful man with a conical spiral hat on his head. I knew the pictures I drew were of a new type of human I called the Universal Man, who would be born out of the old. Even back then I was aspiring to the mystic civilization.
Spiritual initiation is an event in Eros, and like love cannot be conjured or contrived. It either happens or it doesn't.
Kundalini is operating in all of us to a degree,
occasionally however it sparks up into what is known as a kundalini
awakening, transmutation, metamorphosis, transfiguration, spiritual
alchemy or spiritual awakening. In this book you will see me call this
initiation "popping." People pop to various degrees. Some fizzle
like soda, without the cork popping drama of champagne. Others pop
spontaneously at 17 years like Ramana Maharishi without any prior
spiritual practice. He just read a book on the lives of the saints and
so identified with them that he practically instantly became one. His
experience of going into death, was his ego recognizing its own demise
as the Atman arose within. Gobi Krishna's initiation was through
meditation. Philip St. Romain was sparked off through prayer. Meher
Baba awakened when he was hit on the head with a stone as a boy. Joseph
Chilton Pearce popped in his 60's by shaktipat from Muktananda. Some
spend all their energies preventing themselves from the Ego-death of
popping at all and so never really live.
"Following the way of Yoga a man must reach the state of Samadhi,
that is, of ecstasy or enlightenment, in which alone truth can be
understood." 249, P.D. Ouspensky, A New Model of the Universe, Dover, 1997
Our modern cultural conditions such as sedentary
lifestyle, removal from nature and cooked-clogging diets are not
conducive to kundalini flow or awakening. This means when we do pop it
tends to be explosive rather than an ongoing thread of alchemy
throughout our lifetime. Still I don't think it should be the aim of
spiritual practices like yoga and meditation to have a nice smooth calm
awakening. Safe growth is translation not transformation. It is the
machination of the ego to want to control the process of evolution,
either through balance or through exaggeration of the extremes.
Spiritual practices however can tend to tame the ego's resistance to
the process so that less friction and damage to the organism occurs,
thereby making the metamorphic process more thorough and enduring. If
one wants to establish a kundalini practice then I personally think
that fasting, a raw diet, overt-generosity, compassionate action and
adventure to be a better method of popping than preoccupation with
yogic practices.