The depressing effect of too much bliss!
"In
stress, several hormonal overrides become operative. The body assumes a
crisis situation and will begin to mobilize for a 'fight or flight'
response...Several strong hormones become secreted and will remain
'triggered' until the body gets out of its stressful circumstances.
These hormones are mainly Endorphins, Cortisone Release Factor,
Prolactin, Vasopressin, and Rennin-angiotensin." Page 57, F. Batmanghelidj, M.D., Your Body's Many Cries for Water, 2nd ed. Global Health Solutions, 1995.
Endorphins and Depression
The term "Endorphin" means endogenous morphine, so
named because it affects the body like morphine does. In fact
bet-endorphin was found to be 48 times more powerful than morphine and
even more addictive. The main role of endorphins is as a
neurotransmitter and neuromodulator, with physical, psychological and
behavioral effects. Like opiates, endorphins are known for their
painkilling, sedatory, anti-anxiety properties and for producing
euphoric, trance and dream-like states. Endorphins are involved in a
wide range of processes such as: motor coordination, learning, memory,
seizure control, sexual behavior and reproduction, thirst and hunger,
gastrointestinal function, water and salt balance, temperature control,
grooming, tolerance development and physical dependence (addiction).
Endorphins can be found in many areas of the body including the
pituitary glands, the hippocampus, pineal glands, kidneys, pancreas, GI
tract and adrenal glands. So far 20 different types of endorphins have
been found for three types of receptors m, k and d. Included in these
20 endogenous opioids are enkephalins and dynorphins, plus alpha- and
beta-endorphins. B-endorphin selectively binds m receptors, which is
the same one morphine binds to with high affinity. The m receptors are
mostly localized to the limbic system and hypothalamus. Co-released
with ACTH from the pituitary, b-endorphin is also produced in the
medial-basal hypothalamus and widely distributed in the brain.
Neurons containing endorphins or having endorphin receptors are found
in many sensory relay nuclei in the midbrain, pons, medulla and
periaquaductal gray matter. This endorphin system produces analgesia in
response to painful stimuli by inhibiting the release of substance P.
Painful sensation are carried to the brain by thin afferent fibers that
use the peptide Substance P as a transmitter.
As neuromodulators endorphins act as "inhibitory middlemen" in
many excitatory pathways, including acetylcholine, the catecholamines,
serotonin and substance P (pain). (About four-fifths of all neurons in
the cortex are excitatory.) Because of their role as potent
neurochemical regulators, modulating the activity of other
transmitters, endorphins have been studied as causative agents in
various psychiatic illnesses such as depression, anxiety, anorexia,
stress and other affective mood disorders. It is the biological and
biochemical basis to our personality and behavior that determines the
success and problems that we have, and our circumstances and experience
in turn determines that biochemistry.
The search for the link
between endorphins and depression began when it was found that both
enkephalin and opioid receptors are located in mood-response areas of
the brain. A large debate has emerged within endorphin research over
whether depression is caused by an excess, deficiency, or static levels
of endorphins, and even that endorphins may not be a factor in
depression at all. Considering the disputing testimony it is premature
to conclude how the endogenous opioid system is involved in depression.
It is thought however that endorphins are likely to modulate the
nervous system activity over the long-term rather than moment to
moment. Because the normal mechanism of neurotransmitter reuptake for
the recycling of endorphins doesn't exist for endorphins, a new
precursor must be made each time. Plus their effective lifetime is
limited by their enzymatic breakdown; so these factors make endorphin
manufacture and use rather expensive for the body.
Logical Assumptions To the Link
Endorphins are released in shock, freeze, fight or flight, trauma,
physical pain and in all stress including psychological stress. They
serve as an anaelgesic (pain killing), anesthetic and cause
dissociation, immobilization and loss of self.
We may not
know exactly how endorphins are involved in depression, however we can
readily intuit how they might be involved in ennui, detachment,
disinterest, dispassion, disregard, dullness, numbness,
emotionlessness, lethargy, listlessness, satiety, apathy, contentment,
peace and fulfillment.
Depressives often have elevated
stress hormone levels in their blood and since endorphins are released
along with ACTH in response to any stressor, depressives are likely
have "elevated" endorphin levels as well.
Another reason why
endorphins are involved in depression is that they serve the role of an
inhibitory brake on the excitatory neurotransmitters.
It is
apparent that dendrite regrowth and receptor recovery needs to be one
of the primary focuses of the exhaustion phase in order to recover our
vivid edge, creative potency and avoid the swamp of dull affect.
Too Much Bliss
Imagine being caught in a condition in
which pleasure is no longer pleasurable because one is buzzed out of
ones tree on a permanent high. This can be the state we find ourselves
in at the tail end of a kundalini awakening when endorphin levels are
permanently elevated and yet the emotional storms of limbic
reconstruction are finished. In this condition pain and suffering no
longer really "touch" us, but neither does passion or excitement. The
mechanism by which we have steered our life till now is now jammed and
the territory has the same bland value everywhere we look.
Usually
in life our animal heritage drives us after this or that need or want,
and our emotions go up or down depending on the quality of our
perceived quality satisfaction level. But when endorphins are
permanently gumming up the works we are not particularly driven
anywhere, and our value system becomes more abstract and divorced from
happenstance and phenomena. It's as though we were permanently bathing
in the exquisite turquoise lagoon--we are completely wet. We want to
get even more wet so we can feel something, but we can't get more wet
than we already are. If we are already in background pleasure and
bliss, how can we experience the "pleasures" of life? Our emotional
landscape is reduced to a tropical island of perpetual sunny days in
which nothing really happens. Bliss can be depressing when nothing
touches us, even depression. With a perpetual tropical buzz going on we
do not even register that we are depressed.
If everything is
blissful then nothing is particularly pleasurable and so to actually
experience "pleasure" while in a perpetual pleasurable state we have to
become deeply "mindful" of the nuances, flavor and qualities of our
experience. We must hone our sensory and perceptive senses to delve
into far greater subtleties. With an even emotional playing field we
lose both passion, motivation and navigation. It appears that a
sustained high level of endorphins causes one's affect to become
somewhat "flat."
Endorphins are neuroinhibitors which lower
arousal. When we have a low arousal level, the nervous system has a
decreased reaction to the sensory input coming in and therefore doesn't
react or respond as quickly or as strongly to the input. With a low
arousal level find it hard to remain interested and focused, and so we
tend to seek out greater stimulation in order to register and respond
to it.
In my experience years of high endorphin levels creates
a slow decline in passion and we then have to do something extreme that
will counteract the eternal buzz, and bring more "excitement" to our
nervous system. One thing I have noticed with my steady decline in
passion is that I can no longer readily conjure
feelings-thoughts-images of inner worlds, future visions and potentials
like I used to when my soul felt more alive, though I still have a
vivid dream life it too lacks potency and purpose. Even food looses its
vivid quality as one of life's simple pleasures and the intensity and
sensation of sex and touch is muted...even orgasms are rather flat
except on special moon cycles.
Psuedo-Equanimity
During the awakening itself we tend
toward a more amplified response to attraction and aversion...and so
after being pulled around so obviously here and there for many years we
tend to gravitate to the middle and gain distance from external and
internal phenomena. In this way equanimity is born from the
exaggerated consciousness, sentience and sensation of kundalini. This
amplification of being coupled with the background endorphins that make
both pleasure and pain less distinct gives us equanimity.
Unless
this later stage of awakening is undertaken with eyes wide open the
chances are that this ambivalence-chemistry will become a pathological
state with symptoms including: detachment, apathy, disinterest,
dispassion, disregard, dull affect, emotionlessness, noncommittal,
heedlessness, indifference, insensitivity, lassitude, lethargy,
listlessness, passivity, stoicism, unconcern, unimpressed,
unresponsiveness, lack of dedication and zest. So we could call this
condition of the chemical neutering of our libido a pseudo-equanimity.
It's a wonder anyone ever gets enlightened, there are all these psuedo
states that one has to experience, learn about and transcend through
enlightened application first.
Hence the paradox here is that too much bliss creates anhedonia. Anhedonia that is the absence of pleasure or the loss of the ability to experience it. Another less known term is acedia,
which is a sense of indifference created by the loss of feeling and a
gradual closing down and withdrawal from the world. With anhedonia and
acedia we avoid risk and stimulation and cut ourselves off from
anything that might trigger or stimulate us. In time we will find the
correct language and metaphors for the subtle nuance of this
post-awakening lull, to distinguish it from our normal ideas on
depression and anhedonia. The post-kundalini slump is not really
clinical anhedonia because there is still diffuse pleasure and a
permanent background bliss, but there is also the inability to suffer.
Life's peaks and valleys have been bulldozed down into the horizontal
plane of endless nothingness...and where does one find "meaning"
without the value discrimination of passion and emotion?
The kundi-blues is not really depression in the normal sense, it more like a vacuum of meaningful circumstance, a Spiritual Catatonia.
This must be a very common condition of the kundalini exhaustion phase.
And if one "tries" to create meaningful circumstance in the world with
other human beings it often becomes some kind of comical or traumatic
farce. Without meaning of course there is no motivation, and our sense
of meaning is determined by our passion--so when passion goes, so does
meaning in any real sense of the word.
I went through years of apathy and loss of proactive-drive related
to coming down from the extremes of kundalini. As I have said before it
is paradoxical that this condition is related to an excess of
endorphins and a permanent background of bliss. It is as if it were a
biochemical existential malaise that leads to this loss of the sense of
self and brings about a crisis of meaning.. Since there is a loss of
meaning at this time we can assume that the brain areas and
neurochemicals that are hypofunctioning, are those that are involved in
the phenomena of meaning making. When this neurology and hormonal
underfunctioning is returned to normal our sense of meaning and self
will return.
Of course a metabolic slump and loss of meaning is not a given after
the honeymoon of a kundalini peak, it just depends on things like ones
emotional constitution, how one frames the experience and the quality
of ones support. Basically to move out of this biochemical existential
hole it takes a resensitizing via whatever means that excites you…it
could be a change in your environment, a new romantic love, travel,
sailing across the ocean and or fasting. To reestablish quality of life
it is essential to break out of this adhedonia for if there is little
pleasure in things, there is little drive and will to live. While in
the middle of it there seems no way out, but there is and eventually
things swing around the other way to a new zest and appreciation of
life.
In Transpersonal Knowing: Exploring the Horizon of Consciousness
by Tobin Hart, Peter L. Nelson, and Kaisa Puhakka say that much of
human consciousness is transitioning through a significant epistemic
shift: that is our "knowing" is becoming increasingly aware of its own
process.
Moving out of the existential vacuum, created by the
death of the ego and the extinguishing of the painbody's life, cannot
be done using the convention means through which we have lived up till
now. Hence we need to reinvent ourselves beyond circumstance and
culture, and figure out ways of cultivating change. But before we do
that we need to taste the limbos more deeply, to keep doing what we are
doing until we hit saturation point. To go directly into the Spiritual
Catatonia instead of trying to run away from it.
"And, rather than trying to manipulate your way into increased
passion, put some energy into directly facing the very deadness,
stuckness, or pain that your desire for more passion is an escape from.
Instead of trying to generate passion, make room for it to emerge. If
you want to invite even more passion, get more vulnerable, more
transparent, more open to all that constitutes you." Robert Augustus Masters.
To get out of the intermediate state of purgatory--the strange limbos
"between" heaven and hell--we essentially have to move beyond the life
of the mind and body, while putting them to even greater and deeper
use. To transcend spiritual catatonia we must learn to create a life of
the soul, and for this we need to use the "Imagination." In Facing the World With Soul: The Reimagination of Modern Life,
Robert Sardello talks of the making of the world by bringing attention
to it and insists on consistently exercising the activity of
imagination. With imagination we can avoid being locked into our view
of ourselves and society to live out a life of the soul: turned on,
enthusiastic, curious and intentionally interested.
"The
myriad forms of dysfunction all derive from the separation between
self-awareness and awareness of the whole...a separation that the
negative aspect of the ego battles to maintain." John Pierrakos
Even the anhedonia (loss of pleasure) associated with the numbness
of endorphins is a stage, through which emerges even greater riches,
transcendental vision and insights. The thing is to recognize, accept
and explore whatever state or condition we find ourselves in and this
helps us move onto the next thing.
Loss of Creative Libido
"I've learned that real
intuition requires skills and attitudes that are more demanding than
those of the mind; it demands some concrete object, image or ritual
procedure, and it doesn't act in a vacuum. It presents no sure
knowledge, but rather offers information that is poetic in nature, and
often ambiguous, ambivalent, paradoxical and elusive. Its answers to
our problems are neither immediate nor fully conclusive, but rather
take time to unfold and may never stand fully revealed." Thomas Moore
The
life of the creator or artist is perhaps the hardest to undertake
because you have to keep true to yourself, when as a culture we are
encouraged to betray our soul for survival. To be a true artist demands
that we do what it takes to keep our soul alive. It is also a practice
in personal sovereignty and self expression beyond the cultural wave,
but through the cultural tide.
Of course the illumination of
true art runs off the libido, but if the culture at large is operating
at a lower-spectrum libido level due to chronic ongoing stress and
sense of hopelessness, then the hormonal juices necessary for genuine
art do not flow. As soon as things turn around though, they turn around
in the collective psyche and so all the artist will undergo a
revolutionary renaissance overnight.
The thing is many of us
including me are "waiting" for the renaissance to arrive, hanging out
for creative potency and purpose. But that kind of "on-hold" behavior
of waiting for Grace to magically arrive is why we are in this
imagination-desert in the first place. If we all did the work of
calling in grace and illuminating our own lives with the Presence of
spirit, then it is this action that will bring on the change we so seek
in the collective psyche...and we can all get juiced up together,
excited, inspired, divining and Alive. If we fail to light our own
creative fire we are complicit in the problem instead of being part of
the solution.
I think creative-libido or "creative-potency"
are apt terms to describe the sex hormone basis to consciousness.
"Potency" correlates with the idea of energy, potential, ability,
effectiveness, efficiency, validity, zeal. It is really the zest or
will for Life. Here are some synonyms for the fertility aspect of the word potency:
abundance, copiousness, fecundity, fruitfulness, luxuriance,
plentifulness, pregnancy, productivity, prolific, puberty, readiness,
richness and virility.
"Since ACTH release is increased by
stress, and ACTH production correlates with increased b-endorphin
production, and increased b-endorphin decreases GnRH and then LH, and
decreased LH correlates with decreased fertility, stress via increased
b-endorphin production contributes to infertility in both men and
women." http://www.neurosci.pharm.utoledo.edu/MBC3320/ACTH.htm
The
above is one of the main chemical pathways by which stress chemistry
can produce a loss of fertile artistic imagination and creative zeal.
There are probably many reasons for artistic impotence...even including
prolonged stress hormone release contributing to the loss of synapses
and dendrites in the prefrontal lobes, hippocampus and hypothalamus.
Since art is one of the main "stress relief" mechanisms in culture,
this drying up of our creative juices means that we fall into a
perpetual feedback loop of lack of imagination, which produces stress
which produces lack of imagination etc...and if we do this collectively
it is very hard to get genuinely inspired by the inferior "impotent"
quality of the spiritual "artifacts" of others in order to break the
impotency cycle.
It is clear that perpetual stress and its
effects on the body, mind and behavior creates a vicious cycle of
perpetual stress. By destroying the neurological hardware for visionary
and psychic foresight and illumination, stress neuters our potential
for an inspired life and right livelihood. This brain damage produced
by stress chemistry is one of the primary reasons for the poverty trap
as well. In this way we are then likely to be caught in a trap of
perpetual stress because we then have to survive in a servile,
subsistence or flatland-conformist way...which is "stressful," thus
locking us into an endless recurring feedback loop of stress, impotency
and poverty.
Perpetual stress is like a tiger that won't go
away but that prowls around us 24X7 even if we are not consciously
aware of it, we are always on alert for that tiger. To break out of the
quicksand of the stress trap we need to do something different-- what
Dr. Richard O'Connor calls an adaptive spiral. That is a progressive
path in which the changes we make in how we think, feel, act and treat
ourselves all reinforce each other to catalyze lasting change. So
instead of being caught up in the stress trap, we can learn to generate
an abiding recurrent creative potency cycle instead.
John
Pierrakos says that zest for life (Eros, libido) is rekindled through
self-revelation as we disclose ever deeper truths about ourselves, we
open our body, mind and soul to the divine. He says that everything we
need for pleasure and fulfillment resides in the core of our being and
as we activate the core we bring out the higher self. Meditation,
especially sunlight meditation lights up the crystal chamber, or
central hormonal activation center in the brain. Hence it is only
logical that meditation should increase creative libido and artistic
potency through stimulating and balancing hormonal health.
Since
it is stress and danger that often produce great artistic advances, it
cannot be simply stress itself that produces a decline in the
productivity of the muse...but perhaps it is the unrelenting aspect of
it, the fact that we do not undergo the rest and recovery phase of the
stress cycle to a significant degree. The ongoing slow ebb of our
creative juices with little recharging and regeneration is perhaps the
culprit in the demise of imagination in modern man by producing a
somewhat permanently creatively neutered society and a perpetual
creative-impotency-loop.
I am not referring to the sporadic
triggering of stress response cycle, but a permanent stress chemistry
feedback cycle that atrophies neurons and organs and perpetuates itself
through its debilitating effects on behavior, enjoyment, relationship
and circumstance. I think to a certain degree our entire western
culture is suffering from chronic ongoing stress--such that we do not
even recognize that we are stressed because that is who we are, and we
feel things are under control as long as we can keep up with our
various addictions (i.e.: negative stress management techniques).
You
see relational stressors tend to have more immunosuppressing power than
non-relational stressors, so if we have a community, society or culture
that is in chronic perpetual stress, then the stressed relationships
will reinforce this condition...whereas normally in mammalian
collective life relationship is a major source of stress relief. What
this means in terms of integral art is that the reduction the sex
hormone production, coupled with damage to the hippocampus
(memory/symbol) and the hypothalamus (emotional-governance) will mean
that ones consciousness is cut-off from the Muse/Eros itself or is
operating at a mere fraction of its potential. Coupled with that when
the stress hormones cause damage to the prefrontal lobes it means even
less communication with the limbic-emotional brain and motor
coordination--this interferes with the transfer/translation of the
artistic impulse and with the dexterity and ability to execute the art
itself. Thus the perpetually stressed brain is not Integral it's
"divided" and the only art that can come from this is copied material,
symbol juggling, realist, and prefrontal cleverness dressed up as
"cool." It is not real art in terms of being relevant to cultural
progress...but it is a sign of the deprived state of our contemporary
cerebral condition.
Kundalini with its amplified metabolism
and nerve activity, and increased oxidation, will tend to down-regulate
neural and hormonal receptors and rewire the nervous system. However
even if we are in the between-slump, when the hyper-functioning has
backed off, but our receptors have not yet regrown, we cannot really
consider kundalini as being “brain damaging.” We must see all phases of
metamorphosis as necessary allostatic changes in the transformation of
our organism and the human collective. The atrophying effects on
synapses, dendrites and receptors of prolonged perpetual stress
chemistry on the body, coupled with excessive perpetual endorphin
production is probably why we tend to loose our psychic powers
that were so very vivid and pronounced during the peak. Fasting may be
one of the main methods for us to recover our higher capacities.
Reading:
See www.undoingdepression.com for Dr. O'Connor's work on how to overcome perpetual stress and associated depression. His books:
Undoing Depression by Richard O'Connor (1999) and Undoing Perpetual Stress: The Missing Connection Between Depression, Anxiety and 21st Century Illness (2005).
Robert Sapolsky's book Why Zebras Don't Get Ulcers, Third Edition (2004). is I think the best book to understand the subject of stress-damage.
Helplessness: On Depression, Development, and Death by Martin E. P. Seligman (1992)
Authentic Happiness: Using the New Positive Psychology to Realize Your Potential for Lasting Fulfillment by Martin Seligman (2002)
For receptor recovery see Ward Dean's articles Neuroendocrine Theory of Aging Chapter 7: Restoring Receptor Sensitivity Parts 1-V at http://vrp.com
Also for receptor recovery see Neuro-Endocrine Theory of Aging in this book, and Choline, Hyperzine in the Supplements List for dendrite regrowth. And Receptor Recovery plus Nerve Regrowth in the Exhaustion Phase protocol.
Fasting
I wrote elsewhere in the book that fasting during an
awakening is not a good idea because of kundalini’s huge energy demand,
and because the tissues need protection by plentiful antioxidants.
Releasing toxins into the system when the immune system is already
compromised, and when ones antioxidant reserves are already being used
to the full is not a good idea. However fasting after an awakening,
especially at some point during the exhaustion phase might be
absolutely essential to reestablish physiological function and hence
higher emotional, mental and behavioral performance. To overcome
anhedonia, acedia and a general dissociation from life we may need to
do an extensive fast or series of fasts to reinstate our
neurotransmitter and hormone receptors.
“Prolonged exposure of receptors to hormones leads to down
regulation of receptors. This decrease in the number of gonadotropin
receptors in the plasma membrane of ovary or corpus luteum cells can
result from either an internalization (endocytosis) of existing
receptors, a decrease in their rate of synthesis or both.” MBC 3320 Pituitary hormones II
http://www.neurosci.pharm.utoledo.edu/MBC3320/ACTH.htm
“All the vital mechanisms…have only one object—to preserve constant the conditions of…the internal environment.” Claude Bernard.
Formerly medicine was based on the concept of homeostasis: the
maintenance of the internal physiological environment of an organism
within tolerable limits of a “set-point”. Now however, evidence shows
that the parameters of physiological regulation of the “set point” are
not constant and the new concept of allostasis is emerging.
Allostasis is
a term used to describe the idea of ‘viability through change’ and
explains how regulatory events maintain organismic viability, or not,
in diverse contexts with “varying set-points” of bodily needs and
competing motivations. With allostasis the body adapts to changing
circumstance through the activation of neural, hormonal, or
immunological mechanisms.
In understanding the phenomena of allostasis the basic concepts of
physiological homeostatic protection are integrated with damaging
effects of the mediators of stress and adaptation disorders like
depression, stress, anxiety and addiction. The key point in the
evolution of the theory of adaptation from homeostasis to allostasis
suggests the goal of regulation is not “constancy,” but rather fitness
under natural selection to promote efficiency, prevent errors and
minimize costs. Find more reading on allostasis in
Allostasis, Homeostasis, and the Costs of Physiological Adaptation, Edited by Jay Schulkin, Georgetown University, Washington DC
If we did not gain complete equilibrium between the intensity of the
kundalini alchemy and our body’s allostatic ability to respond to the
rapid changes, then chances are we have some rehabilitation work to do
to reestablish the potency of our messengers and receptors. Besides the
sex hormones we need to revive the insulin receptors so that our
metabolism supports allostatic efficiency, for the radical metabolism
of the awakening may have produced insulin resistance and possible
atrophy of the pancreas. Fasting will allow greater efficiency in
metabolism, minimize error, dysfunction, fall-out, malformation and
reduce the “costs” of ones physiology. Fasting will also allow the
body’s negative feedback mechanisms to be better heard and thus bring
about a strong allostatic efficiency.
I assume that fasting coupled with supplementation for receptor repair will help reverse the
internalization (endocytosis)
of receptors, that is receptors that have retreated into the cell
membrane and become non-operational. To regrow the dendrites of nerves
in atrophied areas of the brain we will also need nutritional,
behavioral and social attention in order to regenerate nerves and brain
areas to full capacity. Satisfying social interaction and especially
intimacy, positive genuine communion of spirit may also be essential to
pulling an individual out of inner/outer desensitization (dissociation)
and back into engagement with the world.
Since digestion itself can take up to 23% of our energy and generates
toxins and free radicals, it makes sense to stop eating during certain
periods of profound healing to provide energy and conditions for deep
detoxification. With detoxification space and resources are made
available for metamorphic transformation of tissues
(transmogrification). Fasting may also be necessary to give the
digestive system a break in order to heal. I myself got irritable bowel
syndrome one year into my awakening and I never did anything about it
until 5 years later when the pain had become so bad I decided enough
was enough and I needed to fast in order to heal.
If you have the irritable bowel/candida complex and have even a mild
sugar addiction (be it fruit or any other sugar/carbo), you might find
that using the Master Cleanser on your fast makes you feel raw, edgy
and interferes with intelligence. Even just one tablespoon of maple
syrup/day in the Master Cleanser will create problems because it is a
refined sugar and people with sugar addiction and irritable bowel are
likely to be glucose intolerant. If you want to use the Master Cleanser
then just use a fresh squeezed orange instead of lemon and this will
provide enough sugar to leave the maple syrup out.
Fasting is very important, for discovering how we have built ourselves
and why; nothing brings us faster to the basement of our psyche than
fasting and the skins of the onion peel away. Fasting brings us rapidly
to the heart of our psychological issues especially regarding
abandonment vs. nurturing and the degree to which we love ourselves and
have been loved. The ultimate book that covers these fundamental food
issues in association with fasting is
The Fasting Path by Stephen Harrod Buhner.
“Deep fasting puts the body into a state that is normally only
experienced during sleep, one in which the liver and other
detoxification systems can focus exclusively on detoxification, repair,
and regeneration.” 66, Stephen Harrod Buhner
Purging is an essential part of growth and the main thing we have to
purge is relationships, plus ideas and behaviors that we have picked up
from others. Thus time in the metaphorical desert is essential. How can
we be our Self if everyone is still telling us who we are? During the
"germinating" time of Spirit we must care for our psychological space
as though we were pregnant with a new life—for that is indeed the case.
Be wary of consuming too much of seemingly healthy fruits like Wolf
Berries (Goji or Lycium), for these are pretty high in sugar, and the
more high glycemic foods you eat the more muscle and nerve pain you
will feel. Also because many of us have candida and disrupted
intestinal flora, the toxins produced by these pathogens when we feed
them with this sugar also causes us pain. Olive Leaf and Neem Leaf will
reduce nerve and muscle pain...they work as a broad spectrum cure-all
that will address everything from pathogens, detoxification, to nerve
coatings.
RAW and GREEN is the secret of Life! For detoxification think GREEN.
Grow wheatgrass if you are really serious. Otherwise explore the realm
of green salads. And take spirulina and green magma. Kelp also helps
provide the minerals for taking toxins out of the body and to
remineralize. Are there any local herbs like burdock, plantain, nettle
that you could grind up and put into capsules or make into tea for
baths? And the chinese medicine author Daniel Reid has a new book:
The Tao of Detox: The Secrets of Yang-Sheng Dao, Dec-2006
Although juice fasting is necessary before and after a water fast, it
is through prolonged water fasting that we can really make physical and
spiritual gains. Contrary to popular belief water fasting is actually
easier than juice fasting because once the body’s energy metabolism
changes over to burning fat (ketosis) then the appetite generator shuts
off. Definitely to break the exhaustion phase and reset the body’s
homeostats, to increase vitality, motivation, navigation ability,
psychic abilities and sensory awareness nothing beats a water fast of
21 days or more.
“
[The body] is the first and best friend that the Universe has given
to us, and it is through the body, not in spite of the body, that we
find the luminous and the ineffable that our souls need to be whole.” 107, Stephen Harrod Buhner,
The Fasting Path.
Digestive Disorders
Serious distress of the GI tract in mid-life occurs from inadequate
touch and loving social attention in childhood. Besides pain in the
neurons and muscles associated with socializing, a biological
unhappiness accumulates in the thyroid, thymus, spleen and liver and
this translates into disruption of the entire digestive system. The
vagus (parasympathetic) nerve is probably a key factor in this
connection between the health of our social communion and the health of
our self nuture/nutrition.
Digestive conditions that may become more prominent during the
exhaustion phase are Crohn's disease, colitis, irritable bowel syndrome
and leaky gut. These digestive troubles are associated with kundalini
for many reasons, but perhaps the main one is the chronic activation of
the sympathetic nervous system during the peak means that the immune
system is inhibited allowing invasive pathogens a chance to establish
themselves. Scientists believe that chronic imbalances in the
intestinal flora sets off a chain of events that, in the end, damages
the intestinal mucosa.
While stress can increase symptoms,
stress is not a direct cause of these digestive disorders. It is
thought that these intestine-related problems are caused primarily by
viral or bacterial infection of the intestine that results in the
development of an autoimmune disorder, where the immune system attacks
the intestinal lining and secondarily by candida infestation which
promotes leaky gut. When inflammation becomes uncontrolled, cytokines
released by immune cells in the intestine attract additional immune
cells that produce destructive chemicals causing further inflammation.
The delicate mucosa of the intestinal lining cannot function properly
when inflamed and consequently malabsorption of nutrients occurs, while
simultaneously allowing the absorption of toxins and bacteria into the
bloodstream. Thus people with inflammatory bowel disease often have
malnutrition, vitamin deficiencies, and infection and parasites.
Those
with digestive disorders lack the ability to break down histamine at a
normal rate, and since bakers yeast and some cheeses are high in
histamine, bread and cheese should generally be avoided. Certain foods
like dairy, eggs, nuts, fruit, tomatoes, corn, wheat (or gluten),
refined carbohydrates and animal protein/fat should be avoided to help
control flare-ups (although this doesn't "cure" the condition). Avoid
drinking alcohol and coffee as they cause irritation. The epithelial
tissue of the gut relies on vitamins A and C for its integrity and a
raw diet high of fruits, sprouts and veggies is high in these vitamins,
plus the additional bulk makes stools softer and easier to pass. People
with very sensitive intestines may need to temporarily juice their
vegetables into raw soups until their GI Tract becomes stronger.
Shutting down the digestive system for a few days of fasting gives the
body a chance to rest and repair.
Digestive supplements:
Probiotics, papaya and bromelain digestive enzymes. Prebiotic soluble
fiber supplements (acacia, FOS, inulin) are a promising area of
treatment for inflammatory bowel disease. Inulin is also a highly
effective prebiotic, stimulating the growth of beneficial probiotic
bacteria in the gut, found in the roots of Dandelion, Wild Yam,
Jerusalem artichoke, Chicory, Jicama, Burdock. Soluble fiber
supplements are particularly beneficial for Irritable Bowel Syndrome
symptoms: Psyllium, ground flax seed, Methylcellulose, and
Polycarbophil. Flax seed or fish oils (Omega 3 Oils) have been known to
greatly reduce the inflammatory process. Also take supplemental Vitamin
D, zinc, folic acid, vitamin B12, and iron to make up for
malabsorption, Greens: Alfalfa, barley greens, liquid chlorophyll,
wheat grass juice, kelp powder.
Herbs: Agrimony, Aloe
vera, Angelica, Ashwagandha, Borage leaf & oil, Frankincense gum,
Cardamon, Cat's claw, Chamomile, Cinnamon leaf oil, Cinnamon,
Cranesbill, Devil's club, Elderberry, Garlic, Golden seal, Grapefruit
Extract, Green tea, Ginger root, Hyssop, Licorice, Marshmallow, Myrrh
gum, Neem, Olive Leaf, Oregano, Peppermint, Sangre De Gado, Slippery
elm, St. John's wort, Tumeric, White Oak Bark, Yarrow, Yellow dock,
Yucca root. Neem
leaf and oil is a powerful antiseptic and parasiticide and will
directly address all the aspects of these intestinal disorders...by
boosting the immune system and counteracting the virus, bacteria, fungi
(candida), inflammation, free radicals and toxins from putrifaction.
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